Adding to the list of countless unfaithful men is John Terry, Tiger Woods and now Ashley Cole. Who would have thought that even a family man like Tiger Woods is actually a sex addict and had more women than his fingers or that Ashley Cole would jeopardise his marriage by cheating on Cheryl Cole??!!! Like Elin Nordegren and Cheryl is not gorgeous or perfect enough for them to remain faithful. Public apologies and begging for forgiveness dont change the fact that they are willing to risk everything they have with their partners by cheating on them. Simply put, there's no respect, no trust anymore and they will only just do it again till they get caught. Why do people like taking everything they have for granted. Women deserve better.

Its been a while since I last blogged. And my favourite time of the year flew by me so fast they didnt even give me time to think about how much i've missed. Had dinner at Seoul garden on xmas eve and trust me, im never going to eat there again if I have a choice. Due to bad or rather NO planning at all, we had to settle into any available restaurant to have our dinner. Food was limited and repetitive. Then its squeezing past the crowd to get to the van so we can drive home. Xmas eve night was equally boring coz we did nothing except for him surfing the net for a while before we retire for the night. He didnt even notice it was xmas until I wished him merry xmas. Xmas day was worse. We had a major quarrel over sth soooo small you-wouldnt-even-know-if-it-bit-you that a good part of the day is ruined and even santa cant make it better. It seemed so final and also so familiar.

Attended my colleague's wedding at Fullerton, Sera's favourite hotel, on NYE. It reminds me of those British colonial kinda building that looked so grand in the evening. I love weddings, tho they make me poorer, but I heart the vibes I get from them. I love that two people are willing to accept each other for all their flaws and that they are willing and want to spend the rest of their lives together in good times and bad. And I believe that when you love someone strong enough, you would want to make things work. Anyways, straight after the wedding, I caught a train all the way down to CCK to catch a movie with the boyf. It was a bad night too, but in a quiet sorta way. It gives you the feeling of despair, like you're on the verge of losing something close to your heart without even knowing how you lose them.

You know, sometimes you wonder if the person you're with appreciates your presence, the multiple forgiveness, the tolerance and patience and importantly the love you put in for them. They have no idea how much sacrifices on people's parts are made so we could stay together. You, have no idea.

Its only slightly more than a year and im getting sick of work. I honestly dont know how to last the next 40 yrs of my life working. Just got transferred to sixth ave from HV and the only good thing is that I get to leave the place as 'early' as 6 or else its a terrible 7 which makes it hardly different from holland where I can get extra allowance for sunday banking. Sigh. At least the peeps there are pretty friendly tho nothing beats good ol holland. I think im a lil homesick. Seriously, there's no place like home, in both the literal and metaphorical sense.